I'm a bassist a poet and a painter
Had to leave Arts Academy ( by no fault of my own)
Haven’t had bud in almost two months
My Tourette’s is killing my neck
IM IN PUBLIC SCHOOL
I now live in the middle of scenic NOWHERE
haven’t gotten laid for 6 months
Working my ass off, not loosing weight
Still I go through everyday smiling and trying to make people laugh
That’s what everybody does
That’s the way it goes
Why the hell am I whining?
I feel like such an asshole for feeling
Like I’m gonna explode
It no longer hurts to look at you,
now I see you for what you are
fucking ignorant whiny teenage girl with no perspective
but somehow I find a way to internalize this
and shitheads like I was adore me the way I used to adore you.
every step forward is also one back
Went to the marriage at occupy Detroit today, I was standing next to the Detroit News photographer when he took this.
repeat of yesterday, jogged and biked around town zooted
more breathing problems wonder if its the bud or allergies. Found this really cool bookstore tucked into a diner on 12 mile. Cant believe I never went in before.
A giant blue mural like an acid dream
listen to Marc Maron
talk about autistic teens
jingle bells on the door
Tibetan bells inside
The man at the counter was so fucking high
I was breathing through a curtain made of
rice paper and patchouli
instructed where to find a book on yoga
by a lady named Julie
she led me though stack,
on the floor
there where no shelves
in the hippie bookstore
today I rode my bike eight miles back and forth across town
and in my head I solved the nonexistent problem of segregation in my neighborhood
by putting shuffle on
and mixing kids like songs
bikes and bongs
three strangers asked me if I was okay
maybe people aren’t so bad
took a few steps back tonight,
to the person I was a year or so ago
all the fucking hate
and insecurity, pessimism
that I’ve denied myself for to long
is back for tonight, or longer
you’ve been warned, Internet
school starts soon, majoring in 2d art and minoring in guitar
I cant wait
hopefully I’ll be able to post tons of paintings this year.
I’m back and I don’t think I lost any followers, LOVE YOU ALL.
sorry guys, wont be on for quite a while.
all my love to whoever sticks with me <3
I know it sounds lame, but I cant wait for school to start.
I’m going to Art Academy in the woods, if you wanted to be trained to be a professional tumblrite (minus all the lingerie and bongs, but maybe I can start an after school club or something), you would go there. I’m majoring in visual art and music (bass). they have a great photography program and need more students, they accept anyone serious about art. seriously, if your high school age and living in Michigan, check it out.
but I’m sorry anyway
maybe that’s growing up
if I had a time machine
the first thing I’d do
is make sure I never met you