Had to leave Arts Academy ( by no fault of my own)
Haven’t had bud in almost two months
My Tourette’s is killing my neck
IM IN PUBLIC SCHOOL
I now live in the middle of scenic NOWHERE
haven’t gotten laid for 6 months
Working my ass off, not loosing weight
Still I go through everyday smiling and trying to make people laugh
That’s what everybody does
That’s the way it goes
Why the hell am I whining?
I feel like such an asshole for feeling
Like I’m gonna explode

It no longer hurts to look at you,

now I see you for what you are

fucking ignorant whiny teenage girl with no perspective

but somehow I find a way to internalize this

and shitheads like I was adore me the way I used to adore you.

oh joy,

every step forward is also one back

Went to the marriage at occupy Detroit today, I was standing next to the Detroit News photographer when he took this.

repeat of yesterday, jogged and biked around town zooted

more breathing problems wonder if its the bud or allergies. Found this really cool bookstore tucked into a diner on 12 mile. Cant believe I never went in before.

A giant blue mural like an acid dream

listen to Marc Maron

talk about autistic teens

jingle bells on the door

Tibetan bells inside

The man at the counter was so fucking high

I was breathing through a curtain made of

rice paper and patchouli

instructed where to find a book on yoga

by a lady named Julie

she led me though stack,

after stack,

of paperback,

on the floor

there where no shelves

in the hippie bookstore

today I rode my bike eight miles back and forth across town

and in my head I solved the nonexistent problem of segregation in my neighborhood

by putting shuffle on

and mixing kids like songs

don’t mix

bikes and bongs

you guys were assholes

but you were my assholes

A spotlight on podcast host (and my idol) Marc Maron

three strangers asked me if I was okay

maybe people aren’t so bad

took a few steps back tonight,

to the person I was a year or so ago

all the fucking hate

and insecurity, pessimism

that I’ve denied myself for to long

is back for tonight, or longer 

you’ve been warned, Internet 

school starts soon, majoring in 2d art and minoring in guitar

I cant wait

hopefully I’ll be able to post tons of paintings this year.

I’m back and I don’t think I lost any followers, LOVE YOU ALL.

sorry guys, wont be on for quite a while.

all my love to whoever sticks with me <3

I know it sounds lame, but I cant wait for school to  start.

I’m going to Art Academy in the woods, if you wanted to be trained to be a professional tumblrite (minus all the lingerie and bongs, but maybe I can start an after school club or something),  you would go there. I’m majoring in visual art and music (bass). they have a great photography program and need more students, they accept anyone serious about art.  seriously, if your high school age and living in Michigan, check it out.

but I’m sorry anyway

always sorry

maybe that’s growing up

 regrets….

if I had a time machine

the first thing I’d do

is make sure I never met you

(Source: neverwasclever)